February 2012
Things that hurt...
Being unsure of how someone feels about you.
Feeling like they are mad at you.
Being misunderstood by people you care about.
Being judged by people you care about.
Feeling like you lost something that was never yours.
Feeling like you’re doing too much.
Thinking you aren’t doing enough.
Not knowing if you should say something.
Worried about what they’ll think if you do say it.
Feeling...
First night out
I didn’t do anything crazy or get fucked up or whatever else. But I have to say, it wasn’t completely terrible. My ideas of “fun” are pretty much boring to what everyone else does on a Friday night -_-
I’m so tired of people thinking it’s so easy to use me. I’m nice, but I’m not stupid. I’m not just going to sit here and let you step all over me. I may not say much, but I notice everything.. That’s the way I am. I observe. I criticize in my head. I try to explain things without saying it out loud. So don’t think for one second I don’t notice what you’re doing.
boys in fights: I hate you, man, fuck you.
girls in fights: Your eyes are uneven and you're fat and you're an attention whore and you're dumb and I bet the only reason you have good grades is because you sleep with your teachers. Also, I had sex with your boyfriend. And also I deleted you off facebook and unfollowed you and I hope you live alone for the rest of your life and even your cats run away from you. PS your mom is sleeping with her yoga teacher. Bye, cunt.
I like it like that.
I love it when people are blunt with me. I’d rather have someone who isn’t scared to tell me the truth even if it may hurt, than have someone who beats around the bush and constantly lies to my face. People are just so shady nowadays and its like they’re spineless pretending to be your friend and all, but in reality, they just judge you behind your back. At least with blunt people,...
Holy shiet, I just ran 8 laps at the Charles King...
WTQ
Okay, hacking my Facebook is one thing, but hacking my Tumblr is a totalllllllyyyyy different story! This is MY personal shit. I come here to escape the idiocy of the world and no oneeeee is going to take this from me. So to the bitch-fuck who keeps attempting to ruin my Tumblr account, fuck off and get a life.
Fuuuuck
I nearly got my phone disconnected THANKS to my idiot sister and her boyfriend. She talks to him 24/7, goes to school with him, texts him, and who knows what else. Lech, you two do NOT need to talk to each other every fifteen fucking minutes. She went over her bill by $275 and I’M the one who has to suffer from phone withdrawal, fuck no. When I went over mine before, I gracefully took my...
Anonymous asked: okay so I just read your post titled "you're cordially invited..." and I started to cry. I had to put up with being called names to the point where I went fully bulimic. I went from 176 to 121 in 3 months but I'm not satisfied at all with my weight. I mean ya I'm skinny, but I changed for the wrong reason....just for the record YOU are beautiful. even if someone tells you...
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You're cordially invited....
Yesterday was about the ONLY time I watched TV in a while and every single channel I flipped to, there was an ad about either Nutrisystem, Weight Watchers, or Jenny Craig. I got so tired of seeing them, I just turned the TV off. Then an hour letter I get anons telling me that I would be hot if I wasn’t so fat or why did I gain so much weight. I will lose weight at my own discretion, damn it....